Have you ever last somebody? But not such as a highschool friend, or a summer_friendship! Did you ever lost somebdy, someone who mean a lot to you but who now watches you from the sky? Have you ever lost someone, lost him forever, and beside your lost to know that you can`t fight for him anymore, to know that you will not have him near you anymore? To know that you can`t ask him forgiveness, that you can`t fight with him or for him, to know that you still love him, without him even know that! To know that you miss him every that and you have to live with this feeling because you`ll never have the chance to see him again! Did you ever felt like seeing his face into other peoples faces, to feel his in touch in the wind`s touch, to listen to his voice  into the watterfalls sound?

Did you ever felt that he left to earlier from our world, did you ever asked God, why he had to became an angel when he allready was an angel? Did you ever asked god why angels could not live on earth? Maybe if they lived near us, we had learned to became a better ones! Did you ever lost somebody, and in the same tame, felt that you have lost a part of you?
did you ever felt like wanted to gice God`s yoyu own life for a few minutes with the one you`ve lost, just a few minutes to tell him what you really felt in all of this time, just a few minutes to let him know that he is the biggest lost of your life….

 If you have never losted someboy, if you never felt thi scruel feeling, then next time when you arrive home, kiss your mother for this day, for tomorow for that day when she would not be near you anymore. Next time when you see your friends forgive their mistakes that you have allready forgot, and be happy that you have them besides you even those who now are a miles away, maybe the telephone can`t take the place of their smiles but it really make you fell like they are near you every day.
          
And if God let it happen to you too, and if you really lost somebofy this way, and if you are suffering the hardest lost of your life, then thank God for the specials moments that you had lived near the one you have lost, and do not forget that in one day we all we will make that trip to the eternity. In a certain way, we are nothing but butterflies!

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